It's Just a Ride! And it's time to hold on tight!!!!

* Note to self......
DON'T BLOODY SNEEZE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL, you won't need to go and see the nurse for your stitches out if you keep sneezing

Don't I know it lol!!!!!!!

Well I've just been and had my stitches taken out of my new bellybutton and the paper ones taken of the lower incision. It all still looks pretty manky and scabby and swollen which I completely expect but it is such an improvement and hopefully will just improve from here on in! Definitely not cropped top material yet lol. And bonus of bonuses the nurse gave me a different tummy support thing to put on instead of my lovely body stocking. She also said I can go and get cycling shorts and nice lady tummy support knickers!!!!! FFS I never thought I'd be excited about buying those passion killers But plus point on that bodystocking thing I think some of my cellulite has gone offa me bum lmfao!

All in all a really good day so far. I was petrified that the wounds wouldn't heal properly and they still haven't healed completely and I'll breath a sigh of BIG relief when they do. The skin is afterall there as a protective layer for everything inside and I'd like that barrier back complete. So fingers crossed and sat here pleasedly looking like a scabby, slightly crinkly patchwork quilt.....Ain't life Sweet!!!!!!

Great stuff you scabby git

Get to M&S they have got some lacey support undies in there that will still look a little more fetching than a traditional girdle FPMSL

I didn't get to M&S but got to TK Max. Oh my word I never knew that there was such a variety of non sex inducing underwear!!!!!!! I mean these things are just in a class of their own. They are however slightly better than my fantastic body stocking (have I mentioned that yet?????). It takes about 10 minutes to get these bleeding things on and another 15 to get em off so they are hardly easy access passion quickies....at least its giving me a workout every time I need to pee!

I actually can't beleive how pooped I felt after wandering around a retail park for an hour. It's so frustrating, I'm not ill enough (not ill at all but you know what I mean) to be ill BUT not well enough to be well!!!!! I'm back at the gym tomorrow as Paul has to do jury service (how happy is he? NOT) and I have to cover. I obviously won't be working out whilst I'm there but at least I'll have people to talk to during the day.....even if it is chatting complete bllx!!!!!!!!

Oh and I bought a bikini!!!!!!!!!!!!

You don't know what a sly happy smug smile I have on my face when I type that. New goal when ready again to train......look the bllx in my new bikini on a beach in New Zealand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll have about 10 weeks to do this in so watch this space! (No not the gap between my bloody ears)

I was in TK Max too yesterday. Decided I oculdn't be bothered to hunt through the rails.

LOL at Paul in jury service. They might just plead guilty taking one look at him, hope he gets something juicy

This is the 2nd time he's had to do it!!!!! How unlucky can you get? I hope it's nothing too juicy because I want him back in the gym in 2 weeks!

Only back at the gym???

Well.....ya know......I might be fixed proper in a couple of weeks!!!!!!

I'm sure there are ways and means

I'm sure I can figure something out!!!!!!

Back at the gym today! I've missed the banter!

I have a great idea for raising some money. For everyone that asks to look at your scars then they should donate £1 to a worthy cause (ie, our cheesecake fund)

ORIGINAL: ElfinTan

* Note to self......
DON'T BLOODY SNEEZE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OUCH!!!

The more time goes on the better your body will look, trust me!! BTW you luck cow, I had to have stomach support for a month.

Cheesecake fund will be officially opened tomorrow!

Rags The support garment that I was given really was excessive, it's actually one that is used for lypo and the nurse I've been seeing told me to get some support knickers and gave me this tummy wrap thing but that irratated the wound too much. So I chop and change things around but keep my tummy supported.

Well not much to repoert really. I'm back in the gym but only behind the counter so I don't think that really counts lol. It's nice to be back in there though. As well as not training I'm really missing massaging. I love my job, so appart from the lack of income being self employed, I really miss doing something that I love. It's just so physical though that I can't risk going back to it until I'm well and truely ready.

My abs feel much better too but they are still really swollen just below my ribs. I'm going to start taking my kre-evolution again today, twice a day to help with the muscle repair. Weight wise I've stayed pretty constant, just dropped a few lbs and down to 61kg, its probably less but there is still some swelling. I've definitely lost some muscle too but that's just the way it's gonna be and that can also be rectified. My belly button has completely healed but the lower incision still has a way to go. Roll on time!!!!!

WHERE'S EVERYBODY GONE?

I've got nothing to bloody report apart from discussing my scar....which has healed fantastically except for one spot which is actually weeping in one little place so going to get it checked out tomorrow.

Apart from that the only thing I've done is become addicted to Carnivale, a very bizzare series set around a carnival during the depression.

Oh and my nightly slug hunting trip around the garden to stop the bugger eating all me lettuces.

Hardly training journal update of the year now is it lmfao!