At my heaviest i was just shy of 20 stone.
I was in a relationship which was bad for m as my partner encouraged me to eat the wrong things and wrapped up in a blanket of happiness i ate what she ate. I also used to deal with a binge eating disorder which i have since controlled.
I have trained in various forms throughout my life, but never lifted weights and desired to look good.
Just before splitting with my Ex, i saw a photo of myself which made something inside me turn. I was determined to see my goals and change my life around for the better.
An 18 month journey ensued. I bought a copy of Rippetoes Starting strength and learned about lifting, i joined MT around 6 months after starting my journey as my knowledge of diet wasn't great ad exercise was only getting me so far. With the help and encouragement of the users here i managed to attain a decently low enough level of bodyfat.
I still wasnt happy though. So i bulked to add some muscle, screwed up along the way and put on too much fat and tried some rather extreme ieting protocols and found what worked for me when it came to cutting fat.
So now 3 years on from starting training i am at a point where i am actually happy with myself. Good old fashioned hard work, a little attention to diet and im drastically different than what i started off as.
This is to show anyone you can do it, if you just put your mind to it!
This is me just over 3 years ago now

One of me next to my heaviest was me at 12 stone 9 after 4 weeks of UD2. This was just under 2 years of training. Blue shirt is me at a mere 15 stone 8 after over bulking. That was january of this year. March i decided to do something about it!
This is me as of this morning, a slim 12 stone 7, holding more muscle than before but at a lighter weight overall and with much better definition.
I still have to deal with some things like loose skin which is apparent now, stretch marks on my arms, stomach and lower back. Some of the fat from when iw as heavy refuses to shift. But, compared to where i was, im miles happier.
Just need some new jeans now as you can see the current ones arent suitable for someone with a 31" waist
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