I piled on 2 stone a few years ago when I stopped smoking and got content in my relationship with Desmo.
I went from being a very slim 7 stone to a podgy 9 stone .. and I didn't even notice it ! I thought I could feel myself getting more curves but it wasn't until I went on a camping holiday and looked at the pictures afterwards and I was disgusted with myself.
It took me a little while to do anything about it because ( and this sounds terrible ) but I didn't want to lose my new found puppies ! I was getting really upset with the way that I looked though and started to notice every lump and bump. I would get ready to go out and then catch sight of myself in the mirror and break down in tears.
I totally lost my self esteem, I went into my shell and was worried Desmo would feel short changed and stop liking me
Enough was enough.... I started going to classes in the gym ( Body Pump, Body Combat, Body Attack ) and cleaned up my diet.
I started taking progress pictures ( I hope nobody is eating lunch ! )
Pretty revolting huh...
I faffed about with the classes for about a year or so, I made some progress but not as much as I would have liked.
I changed gyms, I left my ' Health Club ' type place and joined a gym with a mahooosive free weights room. One of the instructors also did PT sessions. So I joined up and got some sessions with him with a proper 2 day weights split and upped the cardio. He was brilliant, he was an ex paratrooper and did lots of shouting ! He also instructed the Boxercise class and I had some private boxing done with him.
I made more progress with him in the 6 months I was going to him than I did in the last year. He left the gym but he had shown me the ropes and I also started doing Muay Thai.
So here's where I am today ...
Actual weight loss between the before and after pics is only about 4 lbs but i've lost about 3/4" off my waist and hips and dropped 2 dress sizes.
I'm still not 100% happy and I have lost my way a few times, lost motivation at times but I've decided to compete next year !
My self esteem has come back and I'm a much more happier and confident person. Desmo has been my rock throughout and supported me and kicked me to the gym on the days I didn't feel like doing anything. My journal on here has been a massive help. I've got a lot to thank MT for
I would never have guessed I would be aiming to compete next year. The weigh lifting has done me the world of good and the Muay Thai has made me a more confident person.
Whenever anyone asks my advice about weight loss I ALWAYS advise doing weights.
/ends oscar speech