OK.
Journal title revised
again after a talking to/ coaching/ pep talk from kitty and flick.
You're both soOo right, I have to aim for the goal of next year, if I don't make it then I/ we can revise plans, but no harm in aiming for that.
What's the worst that could happen?
(and no not some aweful situation as per the ads

)
The worst that could happen is that I lose a significant amount of weight, even if it's not enough to be in condition to step on stage, that wouldn't be so bad!
The only possible way to tweak SW is to do red (protein dominant) days, and continue with the 6 meals. Low fat cottage cheese and fruit are 'free' , so that's why they're my protein/ carb choices for 2 meals.
I'll 'syn' my shakes (treat points that
synergystically balance the diet, and your sanity), pretty sure they were only about 2 last time I calculated and you get 10-15 p/day.
I may have a 'green' (veggie/high carb plan) day of a w/e to increase the carbs for re-feed sat so I have plenty energy for a heavy leg WO on a sun. But only BBing amounts, I'm not gonna go mad.
Given the time frame I/we are looking at I don't think I need a cheat meal as such, just a healthy low fat recipe from my SW or WW book, a slightly larger portion than I would allow myself thru the week.
Just had a GREAT leg sesh, 'ayers' already, so god help me in the am!
But on the stairmaster I will be!

xx