About this journal- It starts in 2009 when i was dieting for my first ever show, the leeds ukbff, and follows me to present day, where it will be whatever the title currently is!
well it seems this weekend i have gone from wondering about doing a show, to now being 4 months out from my first run out!
To say im nervous is an understatement, i am ultra critical of myself, and still dont really believe i wont look silly on stage, but i have to listen to others. Long as i dont come last ill be happy.
Righty has offered to do my comp prep for me, so im unable to express how gratefull i am to him for that! Hope i dont let him down!
thanks to other people that have ofered advice to me via PM as well, its much appreciated, and im sure i will be bugging a few of you in the coming months.
im never going to be the biggest, so the only option is to come in sickingly peeled. Wether i can do this remains to be seen, but there is only one way to find out!
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