Re: HELP! I think I f^cked up pretty bad
Right, yes not the best of ideas, but I`m not here to judge.
Just put it down to experience.
Stop the Prohormone, there is a chance that your libido may recover but its difficult to know what to recommend as you cant get anything for 3 weeks.
I would order Tamoxifen in time for it to arrive as soon as you are home, it would be prudent to have the option of using it.
You may just bounce back, its really an individual thing and no one knows how they are going to react until they do their first cycle.
I cant give you a magic answer; if you are a healthy young guy then its likely that you will recover.
The fact that you haven`t seen your girlfriend for months should help
Ignorance: Reassuringly Expensive.