Havoc cycle cut short: affect PCT?
(tl;dr at bottom
I've been a lurker here for god knows how many years but only just registered to ask this:
background: regular weight lifter since 18 (now 27) and good standard sports since 12/13. 5'11", 86kg, 32" waist (to highlight BF likelihood without actually measuring!)
I know a fair bit about PH/AAS (though due to work, never actually cycled), and having 2/3 months free of work and commitments I gave Havoc a go (as my first cycle; heard that wasn't a fab idea!), intending 20/30/40/40/40. Upon hitting the beginning of the 4th week, the mental sides hit me like a train... no, ****, a plane. A ****ing 747 landed on my balls. I can deal with all sorts of physical sides and mood swings are totally doable for me, but the libido effect smashed me super hard, and thus all further motivation to even breathe just sank. I felt depressed. I was expecting this, don't get me wrong, but I was not expecting to be called up for work (I work in quite a high pressure industry with long hours and heavy workloads). I had a shot at a fantastic job and priorities won over, so I ceased the Havoc in order to attempt to cease or at least calm the emotional sides.
I've jumped straight onto PCT (Nolva) as per: final days of Havoc 7x 40mg; 1x 30mg. The night of the 30mg I hit 40mg Nolva. Next day 20mg morning, 40mg night (60mg total). Today 20mg morning, and planning on 20mg tonight (40mg total). The idea behind this (as per advice from an experienced user) was to 'frontload' (unsure if that is the correct situation in which to use that term) while the receptors are still busy with Havoc.
By the by, I noticed towards the last two days of Havoc puffiness in the nipples and sensitivity (not pain so to speak but like a very dull light bruising to the inside of both). Just thought you may like to know...
My question is:
I have been advised two or three different Nolva dosages:
100mg day 1 (seems ridiculous?!), 40mg day 2-10, 20mg day 11-20.
60mg two days (which is what I've ended up doing) then 40/40/20/20 by week. <-- this is my planned dosage
40/40/20/20 by week.
Which is best for my situation? The guys I've spoken to DO know their business BUT they are also heavy users and used to harder compounds and heavier, longer cycles. One guy suggested HCG, which to be honest scared my bollocks back up inside me if anything!
Also, a side question: libido is still down (and seriously pissing off and concerning the girlfriend (she still no matter what I say thinks it's her!)) - when can I expect it to kick back up after what is effectively only a 3.5 week cycle?
I have to hand also:
Post Cycle Matrix (comprising: cordyceps sinensis concentrate (20% polysaccharides) 450mg; L-Histadine HCI 100mg; Grape Seed Extract (95% Procyanidolic oligomers) 50mg; 6-Bromo Androstane-3, 17 Dione 25mg
.) tl;dr -
Unsure of Nolva dosage for a 3.5wk (inadvertently cut short) Havoc cycle (20/30/40); started frontload x2 days of 60mg, planning on 40/40/20/20 (with 6Bromo/DAA on wk 2/3 for 4wks) - is that ok or too high for a short cycle? Very slight nipple pain and med/high puffiness; depression; low libido (not really problems GETTING wood just KEEPING it) - when will libido return?
Thanks guys! Be as concise as you wish.
post edited by Blenks - 2014/12/11 12:08:50