Living Your Life.
Ever since i went through the transition of Graduating School into full time work, i have struggled to find a balance. Ive had a massively failed relationship that messed me up for months, and overall a feeling of being lost. i have been trying to fill the void with bodybuilding, but i commit to it for a few months then suddenly something happens and i lose complete interest and have to force myself to go until my interest is rekindled in which case everything is peachy again.
My feeling lost is only compounded by my complete lack of tact when it comes to the opposite sex, im pretty good looking without sounding arrogant but i just always say the wrong things at the wrong time or make the wrong decision. its extremely frustrating and i wish i could be a lot smoother like some of my friends, during my bodybuilding experience (a whopping 3 months) ive put on quality muscle and cut a lot of fat but still feel unhappy for some reason. Its getting to the stage where i have a day where im supremely confident and feel as though the world is kneeling at my feet to a day like today where everything has gone wrong and i just feel like crap. ive been getting very close with a girl who i have grown to like immensely, everyone around us thinks wed make a good couple and say that she likes me but im completely petrified of ruining it that i cant bring myself to make the first move.
i don't really know how or what im gonna feel form day to day all i know is that whenever i am committed to bodybuilding things seem to go right, im gonna try and get myself psyched up for tomorrow and hope it is a new day. thanks for listening to my rant, tune in for more next week
You are not your Job
You're not how much money you have in the Bank
You're not the car you Drive
You're not the contents of your Wallet
You're not your ****in Khakis
You are the all singing all dancing crap of the World.