New to steroids, advice please.
Hello everyone, i'm not new to the gym and my diet is very good, could be better.
I haven't been to the gym for about 4 months now so wanting to get back into the gym for a few months before I even attempt to start taking any steroids of any kind.
Now the problem I have is before I used to look into what was new and read peoples progress/logs on that drug to see if it was any good, im not ready to take anything serious which requires syringe as I daily have bloods taken to monitor my pancreas, liver etc, i'll explain that in a min.
I have tried superdrol and tbh it didn't do a thing for me, as above my pancreas doesn't work so I take creon 25,000 everytime I eat, drink etc anything that has carbs, fat and/or protein as my body can't digest them, protein being the easist to digest followed by carbs and fat being the hardest, so I try to limit myself on the fat context, as you would expect because of this I have a poor weight gain I sit at just under 11stone (69kg) and i've never been above that weight, my goal would be to get around 75-80kg and that would make me very happy, before I started at the gym I weighed around 8stone 2lb at 24, i'm 27 now, nearly 28 and i'm sick of the skinny jabs people throw at me, im 27, 5ft8 bmi 23.6 i think not sure was done at hospital, I don't think im skinny but I do hate how I look and have no confidence, which is why I want to use something to help as I said above i'm not ready to take anything hard using needles as I have blood taken every 3 months to check my body is intaking vitamins, testerone, liver, and quite alot more as they do take a nice load of blood, don't be concerned with the fact they test my liver and pill type drugs can harm your liver, as they only check it because I intake around 4000calories a day to maintain my weight and they only monitor my liver because alot of fat can cause damage etc to your liver.
anyway I know it's a bit long but I wanted you all to know everything before I even attempt to take anything.
As stated nothing in a needle just yet, i'm not scared of needles just i've had a lifetime of needles since I was born so i'm not ready to add more pain to myself.